Yesterday I lost the mucus plug and started bleeding. Right now I'm numb and still in shock. I can't believe this is happening again. A few days before Christmas I felt that no one was there anymore; that a presence had left and I could no longer connect to the baby. In denial, I told myself that I was just busy right now and that all was fine. The night before, I had trouble sleeping and started telling myself that one child was enough and its really hard to have two and can get really nutty and stressful. Something in my mind (subconscious ?) must have been trying to prepare my conscious mind.
Last time I m/c'ed an herbalist told me to wean and do a detox, suggesting that m/c's can be a result of toxicity. I know my eczema and allergies get better when I use some liver support. Susan Weed's Herbal for the Childbearing Year says that m/c's are due to toxicity - I wonder if this causes chromosonial problems? I just don't think I can wean to do a detox, esp. right now. I can't take another loss and the age of my chidren continually grows apart.
Last time I m/c'ed an herbalist told me to wean and do a detox, suggesting that m/c's can be a result of toxicity. I know my eczema and allergies get better when I use some liver support. Susan Weed's Herbal for the Childbearing Year says that m/c's are due to toxicity - I wonder if this causes chromosonial problems? I just don't think I can wean to do a detox, esp. right now. I can't take another loss and the age of my chidren continually grows apart.
