Kathy, I CAN'T believe it. I am so sorry. I got up out of bed early this morning just to see if you'd posted about having this baby (and because I made fresh oatmeal bread last night and wanted to have some

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Your prodromal labor story now completely tops mine. You shouldn't feel stupid at all. I think anyone who is planning to give birth outside their home would have gone in like you did, particularly with your history.
It's got to be soon, Kathy. I hope your day isn't too frustrating today. Do something special for yourself, whether that is to relax a little extra, go somewhere you love to go, call a good friend, whatever. And if you are one to indulge in a little wine once in a while, have a glass of wine and a bath tonight (if you aren't in labor again by then!)
Take good care and rest as best you can. I'm a little envious of your four cms!!!
Emily