5 days overdue here, if you go by the newest due date. I'm about to go nuts at work. Why is it that on TV when a woman gets stressed, she goes into labor? I'm getting stressed, and it isn't helping me. Grrr.
Really, I'm not in that bad of shape. I'm just freaking out because if I'm afraid that if I don't go soon, my midwife will want to induce. I know, people say "just don't show up," but this is my first, and I'm scared to just not do what she says. So far she hasn't mentioned induction, but I will have to start that Nonstress Test business if nothing happens by my visit on Friday. This sucks because it means driving WAY across town in bad traffic because her little office doesn't have a fetal monitor. Does anyone know how often they want you do to NST when/if you get to that point?
I think my poor Doula is about to go nuts too. She keeps calling to check on me and I have nothing to report. I feel like I should be bombarding her with questions, but I don't know what to ask. Sheesh. I figure I will get my money's worth during labor.
