i think this is it for me.
Ethan is dh's 2nd dc and only son and my 3d son.
i would have loved to have had a little girl, but that was just not in the cards for me.
i get to be a SAHM for a little while w/ Ethan but will have to go back to work soon (not sure how soon), since my first is only a few years from college.
since i have 3 boys spaced very far apart (almost 8 years between each of them), I have never experienced what you mamas do w/ more than one little one. and i don't think i could...E's preg. was so hard on me. He's a great baby, but the preg. was physically exhausting!
since i like the spacing, i doubt i could have another anyway, since i will be 38 in a few months.
can anyone tells this makes me sad???
i am glad to have my 3 boys, just kind of sad to appreciate that it will never happen again.
but at least i got my VBAC and w/ no meds! THAT was incredible! plus, E was a TOTAL surprise!!! i really thought i was done and since dh is older, never thought we would have any children together (talked about it, didn't try too hard to prevent it, but never actually tried to get preg. kwim?).