6 days overdue, now...gee.
I really believed that I wouldn't go over...then, once I did, I felt at peace with the idea of having a few more days of the life I have been so well-adjusted to. But now, I have had many up and down days.
I get phone calls throughout each day. I have cleaned my house, shopped, and prepared everything
over and over. I live a good half-hour from town, so it is not as easy to stay on top of the shopping. If the baby was to come today, I wonder whether we'd be prepared enough; while, I was overly prepared a week ago.
I feel like nothing is happening. I really haven't even felt any strong contrations. Apparently, I am having them as my midwives and dr. have all remarked upon me having one during prenatals. I do feel things change day by day. But, there is not that "feeling" that every mama says I will feel. I feel like it could strike at anytime and just doesn't.
Is it better to prepare over and over...or to just let things slide 'til I get that nesting urge???
It's hard to stay positive (or negative, for that matter) about this all. I feel so mixed up about how it all feels to be approaching something I've never approached before.
Sending out sincere and strong birthing vibes to the mamas in my shoes!!