Originally Posted by lucimomster
I'm not sure why I stopped getting e-mail notifications about updates to this thread, but I'm sorry to have missed the last few days of posting.
I, too, loved Tracy's story about her fear of attracting wealth: it really resonated with me, and I'll be looking for that pea-sized nugget of truth underlying my fears, too.
And I wanted to add this: my favorite local energy healer does a technique called Bio Energetic Synchronization Technique (B.E.S.T.), and in it, we affirm three things:
*** I forgive myself for allowing this feeling to have an effect on my health ***
*** I forgive those who helped create this feeling ***
*** I allow them to forgive me ***
In my experience with self-forgiveness, although that can be the largest part needing attention, sometimes one or both of the other two are necessary to really allow the total healing effect.
So I offer that to all of you to consider trying. If possible, take a deep breath and hold it, then say the words to yourself and close your eyes, noticing how your body, your energy will shift with a bit of concentration. Open your eyes and read the second line, still holding your breath (or taking a new one), and again, watch for the shift ... and then the third.
If you have the opportunity to have a B.E.S.T. adjustment with a certified practitioner, that's even better, but this is the best I can offer over the Internet.
Namasté, everyone. And special blessings to Tracy, for enabling and encouraging us all with this every spring.
Lucimonster, thank you for the above! I had a kind of shitty day yesterday..make that definitely shitty day...and when I read your post in the middle of dealing with insanity..I got that I needed to come back and breathe and read it again. I don't know much about BEST but I went to a Breath worker years ago and I kind of feel this is similiar. Darn her for moving to Colorado or I would go to her again!!
I need to get my balance a bit....I can't tell you how I need this merc retro to be over.
(for Zannalyn: yesterday Merc squared my saturn and my sun, pretty much exactly. --can wait for it to go over it again in ten days ...sigh)