So there's just this one thing kind of nagging at my brain about the whole "Af is coming" feeling. I don't want any chocolate. In fact, the idea of eating any sweets at all is well. . . nauseating. And this is so not me right before AF. I'm usually eating chocolate like there's no tomorrow (or, at least craving it). And then, there's my boobs. . . oddly sore, and my nipples really actually kinda painful (especially when the boys lean their heads in), both things are usually resolved by this point in my cycle. I keep feeling these itchy sharp shooting pains in my nipples.
So, we're driving home from the IL's, and I'm all emotional talking with dw about how maybe I'll never get pregnant again, and how I took it for granted how easy it was to get pregnant with the boys. And we decide that we'll try one more cycle natural, and then move on to try clomid again. Which terrifies me, and which is a place we both vowed we'd never go again. . .
And then, I turn to dw, and I say, "you know, I keep trying to convince myself that I'm not pregnant, and I feel so crampy, but I know that's actually a fairly common pregnancy symptom--to feel like your period is coming--and the thing is that I really think I'm pregnant." And dw said, "well, let's go get a test."
So, we went to whole foods first, and while we were in there, I felt this wetness between my legs, and I thought, just when I decide to get a test, AF shows. . . But I went and checked and it was just cm. The cm I'd been missing!
We got a test at cvs and got home and I really had to pee, so I peed in a cup, but it was totally clear urine, so I didn't test. I tried not to drink anything for three hours and then was gonna test again. I only made it to 2.5 hours before I had to go again. It was still pretty dilute pee, but I decided "Well, I have 3 tests, so. . . " And I dipped in the test. And right away, no delay, no question, not at all faint. . . a BIG FAT POSITIVE!!!!!!
I'm still in shock. I'm a little nervous that maybe the hcg from the shot is still in my system, but I think it's pretty unlikely since it's supposed to be totally gone by 10 days post-injection, and I POAS 12 hours less than 14 days post-injection. . . BUT, I'm not gonna get *super* excited until I get the results from my beta tomorrow. So, don't move me to the BFP list, yet, okay?
Thank you guys so much for all the love!!
I can't imagine going through this without you.



Lex
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