Hey mamas,
Just wanted to update you all, again

Well, two weeks post-surgery, I'm regretting having the surgery. Thinking it put my healing back a couple of months. Oh, and surprise surprise, it is cancer. She is thinking breast cancer, but not 100% sure. I'm thinking breast cancer too, so I'm going w/that. I planned to have surgery under general anesthesia on Friday but have canceled. Two wrongs don't make a right, yk?
The lymph node contained some live cells, but mostly dead ones. My surgeon thinks the cancer is having a lil' party in my body, but I disagree w/her. She is leaving Dartmouth next month so I'm planning to send her a card in 5 yrs at her new location and tell her how wonderful I'm doing

Recovery from surgery was cake, w/i 2 days I was about 80% and picking up my toddler w/the affected arm.
I'm feeling fantabulous and feeling incredibly positive b/c I know that I am killing this thing. My body is strong and totally capable of healing itself, as it has already begun.
Oh, and the good news. My surgeon can not tell me if it is hormone fed or sensitive or whathaveyou w/o more cells, but being that my sister's cancer is not sensitive to hormones and the fact that she thinks we have the BARC2 gene, it is probably not sensitive to hormones. Which is good b/c I am not done having babies

So, I'm going w/that too.
Oh, and more good news. I hate where we live, always have--I want to be in the country. So we put the house on the market and are getting out of here. Staying in VT, staying close to my support, but out of this town and into the country. I'm getting some goats

Being diagnosed with cancer has been the best thing that has ever happened to me. I've felt so stagnant over the past years, but it is causing me to actually live--something I think I was afraid to do for some time. I am so incredibly lucky

Hope you all are well and thanks for sharing my cancer journey w/me.
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