Well, I guess I'm back here. I bled heavily last night, went to the ER, and there was no viable pregnancy on U/S. My HCG was only 891 so chances are the baby stopped developing a couple of weeks ago.
This followed at the end of an already crappola day from hell during which I had to fly at the last minute to Chicago to get my passport for a trip to Europe Thursday; during which I waited in line for 3 hours in the morning and 2 1/2 in the afternoon; almost didn't get my passport anyway; missed one flight; lost my boarding pass and as a result almost missed a second flight; bled through my pants and onto the seat on the way home from the airport; went to the hospital before home; and went almost 24 hours without sleep by the time I got home from the ER at 3:30 a.m.
I'm feeling pretty numb; not feeling like TTC (or going to Europe, for that matter).
But I will chime in here and say that the only time I had any EWCM at all (and then it was gobs) in the past year were the three cycles I sat out TTC after I lost Daniel last summer. I did mark one day of EWCM on my chart the cycle I conceived this time but I think it was probably actually semen. Maybe one good thing to come out of the miscarriage this year is another cycle or two with discernable CM because of lingering estrogen.Noordinaryspider
, you give me hope that there is still time left, because my cycles are still regular and ovulatory, although slightly luteal deficient (11-13 days) probably due to breastfeeding (although maybe age-related). I did notice that your cycles were pretty wacky and short and if you conceived with an irregular cycle and even more irregular donor then I at least still have a chance, even if dh and I don't DTD all that much any more...