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very disappointed...

post #1 of 10
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I just had my HCG bloodwork come back....not pregnant. This was our first time TCC after a m/c 2 months ago. I guess my body wasn't quite ready yet...

But it still hurts. I got my hopes up thinking that I'm 2 days late for AF and maybe....

What advice do you all have to go on and try month after month...these past 2 weeks were horrible. I know there is a "higher purpose" to it all...but right how it's hard.

thanks for listening.
post #2 of 10
I'm so sorry. I haven't had the time to go get bloodwork done, but i'm pretty much in the same boat... wishing/hoping i'm pregnant, but the pg test I took on Tuesday was neg. No period (doesn't mean much, my cycle's screwball)... i'm almost afraid to take another hpt.

post #3 of 10
Oh, yuck - hugs to you.
post #4 of 10
Ahhh the timeless question - how the hell do you do this every month?

My strategy?
Cry my eyes out for a day - watch every baby centerd thing on tv I can find and indulge in my sadness.
Have a nice dinner and a good bottle of wine.
Go over how you treated your body last cycle and see if there isn't anything that you can do a little better.

And then think up ways to make the bd'ing exciting and fun!

So sorry to hear that is came back negative.
post #5 of 10
I'm so sorry. I know how it feels, but unfortunately I don't have any advice on how to make it better.

Though I do like what Adina had to say.

Let's cross fingers for postives all around next month.
post #6 of 10
Wishing you warm fuzzies!
I know it can be sooo disappointing. It took over a 1 yr with DS and then we m/c #2 before having DD. I remember being so frustrated and I did lots of crying too.
But after the miscarriage I found I was stronger and knew I HAD to be positive or my little baby would never come!
I concentrated on getting healthy, eating better, a little exercise, getting myself organized, reading lots of good fiction and parenting stuff.
We're TTC #3 now and the wait is driving me nuts but I know that only positive thoughts are going to make it happen! I find that yoga really helped me to focus and slow down as well-you might try a video if you can't get to a class.
Take care! and Happy Baby Making
post #7 of 10
I'm so sorry. I hope this month brings you good luck.
post #8 of 10
I took a break. We really only skipped one cycle, since we *kind of * tried this cycle, but we feel so much better just taking a month off. I know it's not for everyone, since most of us feel like the clock is ticking, but I tell you this month was a lot more fun. (Talk to me in 10 days, since I'm 4dpo now)
Good luck, it's a hard thing to want something so fiercely and not be able to grasp it
post #9 of 10
Thread Starter 
Thank you for your kind words and encouragement. It really helps to know that you are all "out there..." listening.

My coworkers told me to go home early today...after a minute or two of guilt...I said. "why not".

I took some time to cry and feel and grieve. I don't think I'll completely "get over" the baby I lost through m/c...but it helped to let go a little more. I'm still very sad right now. DH comes home soon...I know he's disappointed.

Now at least I can focus on next month...Abylite
post #10 of 10

((((( HUGS )))))))

I am sorry .
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