I keep taking HPTs just to assure myself... what? that this isn't a dream? I had a "chemical pg" (erg I despise that term) a few months ago and I'm just a huge bit nervous that this isn't true. I'm only 12dpo; maybe it will seem more real after AF is truly late. So far I only have sore breasts. I know it will feel more real, too, when the 24 hour morning sickness sets in. I have had a few fleeting moments of nausea. Just long enough for me to notice and think, "Ug. I feel gross. What the heck? OH! WAIT! That's a GREAT thing!! Bring it on!"
So I'm feeling a bit in limbo. Not wanting to really start posting here. Not wanting to jinx this in any way. Even DH hasn't said much about the pg. I think we're both just sort of waiting for me to start acting really pg. I keep telling myself to seize the day, eat, enjoy myself, relax and be happy that I'm pg and feeling great so far, because most likely in a few days I'm going to feel like garbage, nothing will sound good to eat, every smell will make me want to hurl, I'll be so narcoleptically tired I won't be able to keep my eyes open....
And I can't wait.
So I'm feeling a bit in limbo. Not wanting to really start posting here. Not wanting to jinx this in any way. Even DH hasn't said much about the pg. I think we're both just sort of waiting for me to start acting really pg. I keep telling myself to seize the day, eat, enjoy myself, relax and be happy that I'm pg and feeling great so far, because most likely in a few days I'm going to feel like garbage, nothing will sound good to eat, every smell will make me want to hurl, I'll be so narcoleptically tired I won't be able to keep my eyes open....
And I can't wait.








I'm hoping for sticky baby too because I also had a chemical pg back in October and I'm nervous about it too. But I'm feeling very confident about this pregnancy! 

this am.


