Since reading up on vaccines and learning about the many ways they can affect a person long-term, I've become interested in how they may have affected me. I was fully vaxed as a child, and then years later, my medical records were lost, and to go to a new school, I had to get re-vaxed. So I had a lot of crap injected into my body.
As a child, a suffered terrible migraines and mood swings, which later became worse, and I was diagnosed with biploar disorder. (I was also just a sickly child, and I caught scarlet fever, measels, mono, and got strep throat every year until my tonsils were pulled.) I've been treated with a wide variety of psychoactive drugs, including lithium, but have spend many, many years battling these demons.
Last year, I got pregnant, and I read the Continuum Concept and discovered attachment parenting. I decided that I wanted to breastfeed, but my doctors insisted it wasn't safe to bf on lithium (they had kept me on it even into my pregnancy because I was 'high risk'). I decided that it was important enough to me that I would stop all medications and stop toxifying my baby. I had wondered for the last few years anyway if I needed medications, because I had felt well, had some very good therapy, and I just FELT okay.
So I weaned off the medication, and I've been fine. I've had some crying fits and all, but nothing terrible, and I think I'm still just learning to cope with things that I previously covered-up with drugs.
Now, to bring this back to my question: Are there any links between vaccines and mental illness? Because I'm wondering about it. And I wonder if perhaps my daughter may be spared a similar fate because we are not vaccinating her, and we are going to switch to organic foods as well. So far, she has had only breastmilk (she's 5 mos). I also wonder about the lithium exposure she had in-utero, but I can't change that now.
I've googled vaccines and mental illness, but I haven't found anything to link the two, but then again, I haven't had muh success finding much online. So, if anyone can direct me to any research they may have stumbled across, I'd be very interested.
(this post rambles a bit- sorry)
As a child, a suffered terrible migraines and mood swings, which later became worse, and I was diagnosed with biploar disorder. (I was also just a sickly child, and I caught scarlet fever, measels, mono, and got strep throat every year until my tonsils were pulled.) I've been treated with a wide variety of psychoactive drugs, including lithium, but have spend many, many years battling these demons.
Last year, I got pregnant, and I read the Continuum Concept and discovered attachment parenting. I decided that I wanted to breastfeed, but my doctors insisted it wasn't safe to bf on lithium (they had kept me on it even into my pregnancy because I was 'high risk'). I decided that it was important enough to me that I would stop all medications and stop toxifying my baby. I had wondered for the last few years anyway if I needed medications, because I had felt well, had some very good therapy, and I just FELT okay.
So I weaned off the medication, and I've been fine. I've had some crying fits and all, but nothing terrible, and I think I'm still just learning to cope with things that I previously covered-up with drugs.
Now, to bring this back to my question: Are there any links between vaccines and mental illness? Because I'm wondering about it. And I wonder if perhaps my daughter may be spared a similar fate because we are not vaccinating her, and we are going to switch to organic foods as well. So far, she has had only breastmilk (she's 5 mos). I also wonder about the lithium exposure she had in-utero, but I can't change that now.
I've googled vaccines and mental illness, but I haven't found anything to link the two, but then again, I haven't had muh success finding much online. So, if anyone can direct me to any research they may have stumbled across, I'd be very interested.
(this post rambles a bit- sorry)








(But I did need them--I was getting to the point where I was dangerous to everyone but my children.)
Give me a break.
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