Help. I have become the mom that I hate - I am so tired and emotional and whatnot that I too easily get frustrated and mean towards my DS ... I used to be the poster-mom of patience and now I have NONE! I could 'gentle disipline' with the best, and now I've become a closet-spanker...I hate spanking, HATE IT, yet I do it from time to time now...am I going to stay this way??? With the addition of a new little one, will I ever calm down, regain my center and find my 'good momma' vibes again? I'm hoping the prolactin does help, but I just feel awful all the time because my sweet child who is only being 2 as any 2yo, has a mean mommy...and I'm worried also that my child to be will be so used to me being in a bad mood and yelling that she'll be hurt someway by it emotionally...anyone else dealing with this? any help? Please...
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4/19/06 at 9:11pm