We were on vacation for the last week and on our way home I began spotting brown mucus. Just like last time. I called my midwife and she made an appt for an u/s for when we got home. I went in yesterday and should have been measuring 9 weeks or so, but already knew what I would see. My Baby passed at 6wks 4 days. Just like last time. I have stopped my prog supplements and am awaiting the storm. I am kind of numb off and on, thats the only way to describe it. I can't believe this has happened again, I kept waking last ninght to the thought "the Baby is dead". I need to call my re at some point. My midwife has already contacted him so I'll call in time.
I was sick this morning, I was throwing up and pregnant our whole vacation. I have been blissfully sick!!.
I feel so, so sad. I thought for sure this one would stay. My last Baby passed from my bodyon Christmas day, this Baby was due Christmas day. I just truly believed this Baby would stay and that the date was like a sign or ....
I dont understand why. I dont now...
I am so sad. I wanna scream and break things
just so fucking sad.
I was sick this morning, I was throwing up and pregnant our whole vacation. I have been blissfully sick!!.
I feel so, so sad. I thought for sure this one would stay. My last Baby passed from my bodyon Christmas day, this Baby was due Christmas day. I just truly believed this Baby would stay and that the date was like a sign or ....
I dont understand why. I dont now...
I am so sad. I wanna scream and break things
just so fucking sad.









. I wish I knew the right thing to say!