Thank you all so much for your kind words and hugs. And I do remember many of you from the August and ttc boards

. Oh how I wish none of us ever have to experience this. I sucks so bad. It just sucks and hurts and its not fair. I guess I'm ok. I really don't know. I'm still sorta numb, like its not happening. Not that I think I'm still pregnant just.... Its weird. I'm just here. I'm not making sense. I'm ok it seems...why? I'm waiting for the explosion and like I said before- the storm. My last m/c was very painful so maybe when I actually pass everything I'll break a bit.
Anyway. Thank you all Mamas for your love.
I'm holding it close.