Had an ultrasound today...

[wardermom]

It is a blighted ovum. I knew it. I knew my uterus wasn't growing the way it was supposed to. I'm so sad that there was no baby in the sac. My kids are pretty sad too. My 4 yo dd doesn't understand. She's still talking about me having the baby near Christmas. I was supposed to be 11 weeks and 3 days.
I am really not looking forward to dealing with this, my mw called and said that I have an appointment with an OB tomorrow. I don't want to do this.

[earthgirl]

I'm so sorry this happened.

[Kristeremy]

I'm so sorry. I cry with you.

[treehugginmama]

I'm so sorry.

[Twilight]

I'm so, so sorry I've been there. It really is a tremendous loss and I grieved harder than I thought I would. But you do heal You do. It is hard for a while, though.

[miranda]

I am so sorry to hear that. Please take care of yourself.

[bc1995]

I am so sorry for your loss.

[She2dancer]

I am so sorry for your loss! Take good care of yourself!!!!

[deleria]

I'm very sorry, mama. I had a blighted ovum in my second pregnancy. My son was also four and was left confused and hurt. It was a terrible time, but we did pull through. The healing took a while - my son and I planted a garden to commemorate our little one and I think that helped us all make peace with our loss.

I hope that you can get the comfort and support you need in this difficult time. I'll be thinking about you

[NWmt_mama]

I am so sorry to hear. to you and your family

[milk_maker]

I'm so sorry mama.

[~*~MamaJava~*~]

I'm so, so sorry.

[theboysmama]

I am so sorry mama.

[cornflower_3]

truly sorry

[Mama~Love]

I am so sorry .

[Cooking4Love]

I am so very sorry for your loss. Please do take care of yourself during this difficult time.

[LizaBear]

I'm sorrry.

[Sophiasmomma]

im sorry

[wardermom]

Thank you so much for your caring, everyone.
I have to go to the hospital tomorrow for my D&C. I hate this. I hoped never to have to have one. It seems to be my best option though.
I was really looking forward to this baby who was due 2 days after my birthday. Well, I guess there is no baby, so strange, thinking I was doing so well getting near my 2nd trimester and that it would probably result in a live baby. I wish that if I had to lose this pregnancy, it would have been earlier like the other 4 miscarriages I've had. Morning sickness and exhaustion for nothing too.: Well, the obstetrician seems to be really nice. I haven't seen an ob since my first, the others were mw attended at home.
I'm kinda scared about tomorrow, not looking forward to this at all.

[paxye]

I am so sorry