It's like it's starting to wear off.
I am on 300mg/day (taken at 3 different times in the day to space it out) and after only 3 weeks had passed, I felt AMAZING. 150% back to "normal". I was singing in the streets and kissing my neighbors. Well, you know what I mean. Now it just seems that it has ceased to work for me. Is this normal? I am also taking a Super B complex (with about 250mg of B-6), a multi and a Cal-Mag at night. I have cut my decaf coffee out of my morning routine and have added more frequent smaller protein-packed meals.
My bad days have started to increase in frequency again and to be worse than before. I am at my limit and have decided to go on Meds. DS is 6 months next week and I can't go on like this anymore. When I am really DOWN, I feel lost, suicidal, depressed, and recently had my first anxiety attack. I go to what I call "a very dark place".
I didn't want to drugs (like most of us) but know that my baby deserves better than this-- even if it means he gets trace amounts through my milk. I think the trade off is worth it.
ie; I just let DS fall out of my lap (he was leaning away and instead of catching him I let him fall face first onto the pile of books on the bed). I didn't think it would really hurt (he hit the back of his head on the hardwood floor today and didn't say a word) but this time he fell into hysterics. So, what did I do? I got mad at him for being dramatic, so DP took him out on a walk (mom was clearly about to lose it, so I think that was helpful) but after they left my GUILT set in and I have been sobbing about it even since. I FEEL HORRIBLE. So I know even better now that I need/want the meds.
Thanks for letting me ramble. I need to wait until the insurance comes thru before I contact the doctor about meds (zoloft, I guess).
I am on 300mg/day (taken at 3 different times in the day to space it out) and after only 3 weeks had passed, I felt AMAZING. 150% back to "normal". I was singing in the streets and kissing my neighbors. Well, you know what I mean. Now it just seems that it has ceased to work for me. Is this normal? I am also taking a Super B complex (with about 250mg of B-6), a multi and a Cal-Mag at night. I have cut my decaf coffee out of my morning routine and have added more frequent smaller protein-packed meals.
My bad days have started to increase in frequency again and to be worse than before. I am at my limit and have decided to go on Meds. DS is 6 months next week and I can't go on like this anymore. When I am really DOWN, I feel lost, suicidal, depressed, and recently had my first anxiety attack. I go to what I call "a very dark place".
I didn't want to drugs (like most of us) but know that my baby deserves better than this-- even if it means he gets trace amounts through my milk. I think the trade off is worth it.
ie; I just let DS fall out of my lap (he was leaning away and instead of catching him I let him fall face first onto the pile of books on the bed). I didn't think it would really hurt (he hit the back of his head on the hardwood floor today and didn't say a word) but this time he fell into hysterics. So, what did I do? I got mad at him for being dramatic, so DP took him out on a walk (mom was clearly about to lose it, so I think that was helpful) but after they left my GUILT set in and I have been sobbing about it even since. I FEEL HORRIBLE. So I know even better now that I need/want the meds.
Thanks for letting me ramble. I need to wait until the insurance comes thru before I contact the doctor about meds (zoloft, I guess).






I haven't taken 5 HTP. That must be frustrating to have felt like you found a remedy, and then to have it stop working for you.

