Speaking of ex boyfriends....
My ex bf just called me (from 20 years ago)
and I'm freaking out. He was crying and confiding in me about the way his wife (who he married bc they got pg) left him out of the blue (?!) He, well, I don't know. My world feels rocked. We had great chemistry together. Now he wants to renew our friendship. I know this would be stupid if it led to anything, but I am so
If I could maintain a casual friendship with him it would be OK, but I'm not sure about the way he makes me feel (
: ) It is too strong, and he is going to have a baby in Dec. He is crushed that he will be a part time dad, he really wants the child, but is not compatible with the mom. I don't know what he wants of me. he told me that he called me bc I was the most signifigant relationship he has ever had, I have not had the same chemistry with anyone else either.
I'm scared about facing him in light of the strong feelings that are floating around. I am supposed to meet him tonight, he says that he needs support from friends right now.
We HAVE been in touch on MySpace, so it's not like I hadn't heard from him in 20 years,
Thanks for listening. I am just flustered and I had to get this off of my chest
BTW, it is over between he and his wife (of 3 months), not that I'm rationalizing or anything.
UPDATE: We cancelled our plans for tonight. It is for the best, it would've been stupid to rush back into something (I know how it would've played out) with him. He IS married with a child on the way (I'm not like that). I honestly think it was the universe's way of testing me. I hope I passed. He is such a charmer, and the chemistry we shared
It would be a mistake to get near him. My cellphone is turned off.
Thanks for listening