Tribe for Mamas of Indigo/Crystal/Rainbow Children - Page 6

[oldmama44]

A Little Encouragement Goes a Long Way

Hi Everyone,
I hope everyone here is doing great.This is such a magnificently diverse thread,full of really special souls that have a lot to learn from one another, andI am so blessed to be able to have such a safe place to share my ideas
and feelings about being different, without being labeled and pigeonholed. I recently decided to undergo treatmentunder a homeopath who uses remedies
to heal on the Neshama (Hebrew for Soul) level, and i am having amazing results that are truly beyond anything that allopathic meds have been able to do for me. I was led to believe that I was the problem that needed fixing in my family, that my mother and my sister were always right about my "dis-ability" that scared them to death everytime we all were together- that when I was not on my meds that I was over the top and out of control, when the real truth was that those two are the ones with all the pathology, and that I was the one with all the clarity and power to alter reality and shed the Light
where it needed to go.The mirror that I was to them was and always will be too clear for them to handle. This remedy that I have been using
since the beginning of July is doing just what it is supposed to do, and that is to clear my physical and spiritual bodies so that my baby and I can have the kind of connection that will be the most beneficial for our family. My husband
asked me to try it and see what would happen, and it was one of the best things I have done, in addition to marrying him. I am so for this approach to healing that I am advocating it to all of you to try, especially if you are like me, a combination crystal/rainbow who has incarnation issues. i believe that
my issues around incarnation were planted in my head by a well-wishing misinformed and fearful mother who had no self -control.I like being this way, and it has taken me almost 40 years to be able to say leave me alone-fix yourself first, and then fix me! This is a world based on pathological relationships-negativity, posessiveness, envy, jealousy and despair.Until those
can be cleared from our spaces as humans, we cannot progress to the purpose that we are here for. Our souls yearn for the opportunity to soar
with G-d,(or your own personal higher power) and they cannot as long as they are trapped pathologically. This kind of homeopathy takes a strong personal committment- it is not something you can do by yourself at the local healthfood store- you have to seek the homeopath, the same as seeking a spiritual advisor, and there is no turning back once you have started. It is painful,scary,and incredibly and beautifully illuminating to get a clear picture of who you really are, and your purpose here, which has the trickledown inclusive effect on your immediate circle. People who were harming me have left my life as if they never existed, and new souls suddenly have appeared to
to help me heal, on a new level of existence and peace that I have never had
since the day I was born. I just had to share this with all of you, because i know that most of us on this thread are on a search for illumination, and this is one of the safest ways I know of to get it without compromising the fragile
human shell we inhabit. It is my highest wish and hope that all of us out there can receive such a gift! Blessings...:

[mccelticmom]

Whew, I'm definitely going to have to take some *mamma* time and comb this thread. Such a wealth of information.

For the most part, I do believe that I have a crystal child. My 6yo. His sensitivity, etc is the main reason that we are homeschooling. He can remember this life even before the age of 2. Even today, tells me things that happened to him at such as young age. As an infant he spent alot of time looking beyond me, I believe seeing spirits. I've asked him if he sees anyone other than us in the house, he says no. He's always kept things to himself and doesn't have a huge imagination. Anyway...I just need to educate myself more ..... thanks for this thread!

Also, he has a whole been there done that attitude toward learning things. We are learning to read right now and he could care less...almost a sense of "hey, I already know how to do this stuff"....old soul do you think? He has the most beautiful brown eyes, they are large and everyone, I mean everyone comments on them. We can be in the grocery store and, especially when he was younger, people would stop and tell me or my parents what beautiful eyes he has. Wow!

[majikfaerie]

Its such a blessing to be able to read these messages, and to connect with other mamas.

I remember when i was a small child I used to see 'colours' around people, and I had a very strong intuition. I often 'saw' things happening before they actually happened, and I could see feelings in people as colours.
My mother used to tell me to "stop that nonsense!" and eventually I did.
I grew up feeling very depressed and spent a lot of my childhood in psychiatrist offices, trying to figure out why I was so depressed and so violent.
Eventually I became a "problem" teenager and left home for a life of drugs on the street at age 15.
When I was 18 I managed to 'escape' from the city, and moved to live on a 'hippie' community in the north where my Aunt lived.
There I managed to clean myself up, and learned to do meditation, and became involved in a women's circle, that did yoga, talking circles and sweat lodges together.
My first sweat was VERY powerful, and I had very strong visions. After that, I changed my name (to a name which I realised in the visions was my true name), and started to acknowledge that I am a woman, and that I am worthy of being happy and loved, and started to learn about all kinds of things.
Now, a completely new person, I opened myself again to perceiving the things I see, and expressing myself, rather than repressing.

I only want to make sure that I dont do to my dd what my mother did to me. I support my dd completely, if she sees something that i dont see, that's okay (and it happens a lot). If she feels something, I give her the space to feel it.
I have NEVER said to her "dont cry" "stop being angry" "oh, it's nothing" or anything on these lines.

she astounds me with the things she knows. She often remembers things that happened before she was a year old, and she even talks about the time when she was in the womb and her birth. Recently she was talking about when she was born and she said she remembered her uncle Denny being there (he was, but since he took most of the photos, he isnt in the pictures, so I know she remembers it!)
She has also talked about past lives, and once she said "before I was "a baby in mamas belly I was a fairy".

The other day my dd said to an acquaintance of mine "oh, you have a baby in your belly" my friend laughed, but a little while later she called me to say that she just found out that she is indeed pregnant! :

There is so much wisdom in what children say, if only we take the time to listen and give them the respect they deserve.

[oldmama44]

Right on! Just keep on giving your precious daughter all the encouragement she needs- she will grow up to be an amazing woman- all I ever wanted from my mother was an affirmation of my worth- that I was good enough as I was without being fixed. Having such a spiritually aware and awake child can be really frightening for someone without understanding. As for yourself, you are doing the right thing by pursuing the kind of practice that supports who you are as a woman- keep on learning! om44 PS wish i were there in Tel Aviv!!!

[majikfaerie]

om44, why do you wish you were in Tel Aviv?

[oldmama44]

I wish I were there because I want to go back to visit Israel and stay for a while.I lived there for a year on a kibbutz in the Arava, when I was 18, and it was a pivotal experience for me, one of the most important periods in my life. I
was on my own away from my family, and I could really be myself for the first time since birth- I made tons of friends and really got to see alot of things
that are no longer available to Jews, such as the Har Sinai, the Golan, Yammit,
and some really cool beaches south of Eilat, like Dahab. I had had my first taste of real adult freedom while I was there- anyway, it must be very difficult for you right now with all of the violence happening around you- I can't imagine. When I lived there, Hezbollah had just started their reign of terror with the North of Israel- we were up at kibbutz gezer and had to sleep in bomb shelters at night- this was in 1980-81. I was at Gamla on a dig and we had to go home two weeks early because of the Katyushas. om44

[captain crunchy]

I've been reading this thread and I have to admit, I am a bit skeptical ---please read on, I am not bashing the thread!!

Despite feeling that way, you all have given me a lot to consider. Speaking on eyes -- my daughter ALWAYS gets complimented on her eyes -- which is weird because they aren't spectacular or anything ... don't get me wrong, as her mama of course I think she is the most amazing creature on Earth -- but objectively, there is nothing stereotypically *stand out* about her eyes --- but it is almost always the first thing people say about her.

She is extremely bright and social and empathetic. *happy* and *sad* were among her first words and it seems she really feels what others are feeling ---

One example... animal control came to catch some stray cats around our complex (not my idea ) but there was a cage set up across the way and when the cat is caught in the cage, you call them, they pick the cat up. Long story short, she saw the cat in the cage, who wasn't acting particularly distressed --- and kept saying "sad "sad" "sad" ......... she got so upset over it (and this is just through the window, she wasn't even outside) -- that I asked the neighbor to let the cat out of the cage...

I had to keep reassuring her that the cat was now free.... the whole thing was just kind of odd...

Oh and just so many other things -- I don't want to go on forever, but when I was reading the description it sounds so close to my daughter (of crystal) --- but something prevents me from attaching a *label" to her ykwim?

I will definately keep reading

I wanted to edit because my daughter needed me ---

On the indigo thing, I had been reading about that because I seem to fit the description, but again, I don't know if I just want to *believe* I am, or if I really am. There are definately many, many similarities -- just one example is I used to journal a lot and I would write letters to my daughter -- literally titled "letters to my daughter" long, long before I ever even thought about having children or even before I ever knew I wanted any. It seemed that I already knew her. When I became pregnant, I knew it was my daughter and I painted a picture of a child in the womb --- filled with blues and indigos (traditional "boy" colors in our society) and people would ask things like "oh, are you having a boy?" when they would see the picture and I would say, "no, this is my daughter".... just things of that nature...

Like another poster said, I am in tune to my daughter on levels that I *thought* all caring, loving mothers were but as I see in real life, it is a different kind of connection.

On my daughter, she is very highly sensitive -- yet doesn't seem to have the traditional issues relating to sensory issues (like SID for example). She just seems to have an understanding of people's motives, feelings, auras? or something... For example, she would not go to my mother for the first 10 months of her life... even though my mom was nothing but loving towards her. I believe she sensed my underlying issues with my mom going back to my early childhood and was trying to protect me somehow by showing me that she understood... I dunno, it is difficult to articulate.

Despite whether I am indigo or she is crystal or not (I will definately still explore that) -- I do honor who she is in every aspect and would never tell her she didn't see or feel something. I would never stifle her emotions or feelings or expressions of them.

This is all very interesting, and honestly a bit new and scary to me -- I don't mean scary in a bad way, just so many eerie similarities it is difficult to process all at once.

[BelgianSheepDog]

Is there anyone who believes in this phenomenon who does NOT believe *their* child is one of the special ones?

[zoe398]

EEKS! BSD, I'm hoping the question you posed is not meant as harsh as it sounds...maybe.

To answer the question, I have 3 DD's and no, I don't believe that they all have these qualities at the same level as my middle DD. I DO think that children are the closest thing we have to the other side and yes, they all have inherent qualities which make them*fit* this description. However, there are those who I feel are definitely on ibrational levela higher vibrational level and I feel very strongly that she is one of them.

[KateSt.]

Hey Mamas! I'm back from vacation and all caught up on the thread. Soooo happy to see so many mamas joining -- and I see some familiar faces! Capt Crunchy -- I recognize you from the GD forum. I know how you must be feeling processing all this new information. I believe you stumbled upon this thread for a reason, though! I understand not wanting to attach a label to Bailey. I felt the same way. Knowing about the Indigo/Crystal phenomena has just helped me understand my ds in a whole new way, that's been very helpful and validating. Welcome and enjoy the journey!

Amyjeans! I wish you hadn't deleted your post, I would have loved to see what you had to say about your wonderful little babes!

Oldmama44 -- your path sounds so amazing! How thrilling to have found something that works so well for you. I'll have to reread your post and look into what you're doing.

In regards to sleeping -- ds goes to bed when we do (rarely before) and though he sleeps well, he's been known to have some night terrors, and recently he's been saying "no" in his sleep while shaking his head. I try to put a protective psychic bubble around him to keep the lower energies out.

Latest story -- the first day of our vacation I got a bad breast infection (I haven't had one since he was weeks old!) complete with unbearable pain, chills, and sweating. I asked for ds's help in healing it, he then put his hand on my chest and said "heal." My husband witnessed this too and we were blown away -- ds can't even say his L's yet! The next day it was dramatically better -- in the past it would take me a week to recover! It was unbelievable! Wow, are these children magical....

[MrsMike]

Originally Posted by KateSt.

Latest story -- the first day of our vacation I got a bad breast infection (I haven't had one since he was weeks old!) complete with unbearable pain, chills, and sweating. I asked for ds's help in healing it, he then put his hand on my chest and said "heal." My husband witnessed this too and we were blown away -- ds can't even say his L's yet! The next day it was dramatically better -- in the past it would take me a week to recover! It was unbelievable! Wow, are these children magical....

That is amazing. I'm glad you're feeling better.

[ConfusedPrincess]

KateSt: Hey welcome back!! That story is so wonderful to hear about your son healing you. It's good to see you back (btw just got your email -thanks!)

[majikfaerie]

Originally Posted by captain crunchy

Oh and just so many other things -- I don't want to go on forever, but when I was reading the description it sounds so close to my daughter (of crystal) --- but something prevents me from attaching a *label" to her ykwim?

I agree with you on that - I dont put any label of "indigo" or "crystal" or anything else on my daughter.
I just post here because it is a thread to talk about children (and grown-ups) who have certain qualities - just like any other thread on this forum.
I do believe that a majority of children born at this time exhibit these qualities, I also believe that this is not a *new* phenomena, but I do think it is accelerating - that more children are coming into the world with higher levels of sensitivity and perception.

And on the other hand, putting lables isn't always the *worst* thing we can do. In general, most of us do it all the time. I give myself the label "AP mama", just to make it quicker and easier to explain that I practice GD, co-sleeping, extended nursing, etc. This just gives people a basic idea as to my background. I think the mai problem with putting labels is that too often people then stereotype individuals based on that label.

Here people are using the label "indigo" and "crystal" to very quickly say that their child exhibits certain qualities. It's not an exhaustive description. In any case, I dont put these labels on my child, mostly because I dont like the hype and the stereotype. If people ask me if my child is "indigo" or when they meet her and tell me that she is a "crystal" I just say, "well, its plain to see that she is very sensitive and special, but so are all children, and I dont like to put such labels on her."

And yes, I do know parents who are really into the concept of indigo children, but dont believe that their own children are. And yes, the vast majority of parents into the indigo child 'theory' do have indigo kids. But also the vast majority of parents who are gung-ho on the idea of Gentle Discipline are doing that too. (actually, I've yet to meet a single person who was all for GD but doeant practice it, or at least do their best!)

I wanted to post a story about my dd and sleeping/ night terrors, but I'm outta time for now...

[Earth Angel]

Originally Posted by BelgianSheepDog

Is there anyone who believes in this phenomenon who does NOT believe *their* child is one of the special ones?

Yep! Me!! I believe my boys are special for sure ....but they do not exhibit the same traits as the children described by many of these parents.

I have believed in individuals that will support a dramatic transformation of our society (not always written about as indigos or crystal souls) for a long time now. I have since then read more information about the "labels" of indigo and crystal souls and this information fits directly into a lot of the spiritual philosophies (not sure what else to call it) that have resonated as truth to me.

[Fiestabeth]

Originally Posted by BelgianSheepDog

Is there anyone who believes in this phenomenon who does NOT believe *their* child is one of the special ones?

I don't know that I believe in the phenomenon, but am leaning in that direction because of the traits my child exhibits.

[mata]

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[majikfaerie]

Okay, I wanted to post something about the night terrors.

My dd does occasionally have night terrors. Its not common, but from time to time she starts screaming in the night for no apparent reason. I dont find this in itself to be an issue, but there was one amazing incedent that I wanted to share:

When my dd was around 18mo, we realised that she was lactose intolerant (we didn't realise before because she pretty much never was exposed to milk until we started seeing her grandparents - until then we were in a different country). Anyway, she got diahorrea after every time she ate milk or anything with even a tiny amount of milk in it.

so, we were very strict, no milk.
It was no problem at all, and she was very understanding about it. If she ever wanted to eat something with milk, I would just say "baby, this has milk in it and if you eat it then you will get sick." and she never once complained (actually, I was surprised about it since she can be very stubborn).

But one night, when she was around 2 years old, she had an episode of night terrors; she didnt wake up, but started thrashing around in the bed and screaming "milk! Milk! MILK!!!" it went on for ages and we couldn't calm her.

She did eventualy settle back to sleep, and all was fine, but the next day, when I had to explain that she couldnt eat something because it had milk in it, she threw a huge tantrum, and the same thing happened every time after. So after 2 or 3 days, I said, okay, try this if you really want to eat it.

She ate some creamy pasta sauce... and was FINE! from that moment on - no more milk allergy!!!

I can still barely believe it, and if I wouldn't have seen it with my own eyes...

[vermonttaylors]

Hi there,

I was just wondering if you mamas think it is possible that my children came to me specifically because they are crystals? I'm not sure about dd yet, but ds is definately one. Both my children were born on the other side of the world, but the coincidences involved in their adoptions were nbothing short of amazing. The referral picture of my son is pure crystal. I will try to link it.

http://www.kodakgallery.com/PhotoVie...vfolderid=2005

This was the first picture I saw of my son. He was 4 1/2 months at this moment. The video footage of him is even more amazing.

I don't know who my daughter is yet, only that she delights the souls of all who know her. I just can't tell if she has been here before or not. She is unbelievably beautiful and sweet, but she has been slower in revealing herself to us. All I know is that she is a cuddler par excellence! Her is a picture of her at 16 months.

http://www.kodakgallery.com/PhotoVie...vfolderid=2006

Anyway, I was feeling like maybe crystals find the right parents if they aren't born to them. It could explain a lot of the amazing, telepathic relationships I see in many adoptive families.

Cheers!

[KateSt.]

Hi April and welcome! I needed a specific email and password to access your links, but I did see your pics in your siggy. What a beautiful family!! I definitely think your children chose you for specific reasons -- as all children do. Crystal children tend to chose more spiritually aware parents (so I've read). In my opinion, it's all probably part of a soul-family agreement we make with our loved ones before coming earthside.

Greanmama-- I forgot to offer my condolences for your miscarriage. I can understand a bit of what you must be going through. If it's any consolation, many people believe (me included) that our miscarried babes do come to us with the next pregnancy. It took me 3 pregnancies with my son to finally bear him, but what valuable (though painful) lessons and transformations those miscarriages were for me. Hoping you're finding peace and comfort.

Here's a very nice article regarding Crystals and the shifting new world -- probably very comforting for those of us mamas also involved in the "Disaster-Preparedness Tribe."
http://www.starchildglobal.com/starchild/rebirth.html

[DuckyTate]

As an adult indigo I find much of what is being said in this thread to be hard to belive. For me it has been nothing like most of the posts.
There is anouther poster here who typed about being bullied and shunned. That is closer to my own life as an Indigo.
I see NO reason to worry about 2012 but that may not be my job.
None of my kids fit the Indigo or Crystal lists found here, but my beloved Grandma was called a StarDust Child in the 1920's, and she and I have a soild true close bond.
The red flag thing has me very worried! :
Reading everything and enjoying the journey.