Okay, I'm 3 weeks postpartum after delivering a 10 pound 4 oz baby and a big ol 4th degree tear. Recovery has sucked to say the least. I got brave enough to get a mirror out and was horrified to see my cervix visible in my vagina. Is there a chance this will improve on its own over the next few weeks or am I in big trouble here. I am feeling very discouraged about my body right now wondering if I will ever be able to have sex again (not that I'd want to right now. . .just, you know, eventually it would be nice).
I'm scared.
I'm scared.
