Hi all,
Nine years ago, I had laser vaporization for CIN after a pap smear revealed moderately scary precancerous cells. I had a great surgeon, and have had no more abnormal paps (woohoo).
I'm now a little overdue (edd was 9/3) with my first baby, and a month or so ago my midwife and I were reviewing my history--she groaned when we got to the laser surgery part. She said that surgeries (laser, leep, cone, you name it) can leave scarring on the cervix that make it difficult to dilate. Then she did my first internal exam and found I was already effacing, so I got all optimistic and figured I was in the clear. However, here we are, several weeks of increasingly convincing (and frustrating) false labor episodes later, and I'm about 80% effaced but dilated .5 cm (which sounds like OB-speak for 'nothing doing but we don't want her getting too discouraged)... no change for the last 2-3 weeks.
At my last appt. on Wed. I asked what happens if there is scarring--how do we know, what do we do. My MW said we'd know because I'd be in active labor but just not dilating, and what we would do is pitocin. Ugh! She's very experienced and a great MW... definitely not drug-happy... but I was pretty bummed to think that pitocin might be on the horizon.
I have a call in to her to see what she thinks about evening primrose oil as an alternative... and in the meantime I have some very goofy visualizations going on (involving teams of tiny burly female gnomes hauling on ropes to get my cervix to dilate). I'm hoping this won't actually be a problem for me, but I'm curious to see if anyone else is thinking about this/has dealt with it already. Any thoughts, experiences, pep talks?
Thanks!
Nine years ago, I had laser vaporization for CIN after a pap smear revealed moderately scary precancerous cells. I had a great surgeon, and have had no more abnormal paps (woohoo).
I'm now a little overdue (edd was 9/3) with my first baby, and a month or so ago my midwife and I were reviewing my history--she groaned when we got to the laser surgery part. She said that surgeries (laser, leep, cone, you name it) can leave scarring on the cervix that make it difficult to dilate. Then she did my first internal exam and found I was already effacing, so I got all optimistic and figured I was in the clear. However, here we are, several weeks of increasingly convincing (and frustrating) false labor episodes later, and I'm about 80% effaced but dilated .5 cm (which sounds like OB-speak for 'nothing doing but we don't want her getting too discouraged)... no change for the last 2-3 weeks.
At my last appt. on Wed. I asked what happens if there is scarring--how do we know, what do we do. My MW said we'd know because I'd be in active labor but just not dilating, and what we would do is pitocin. Ugh! She's very experienced and a great MW... definitely not drug-happy... but I was pretty bummed to think that pitocin might be on the horizon.
I have a call in to her to see what she thinks about evening primrose oil as an alternative... and in the meantime I have some very goofy visualizations going on (involving teams of tiny burly female gnomes hauling on ropes to get my cervix to dilate). I'm hoping this won't actually be a problem for me, but I'm curious to see if anyone else is thinking about this/has dealt with it already. Any thoughts, experiences, pep talks?
Thanks!







I was going to suggest visualizing your cervix opening, but I guess you are already doing that. I also have been repeating some positive affirmations to myslef & trying not to let any negative thoughts in. I just keep the visual of my 'perfect' birth running through my mind. (It is actually several diffrent positive birth scenes, because there are so many variables, but they remain positive.)
