My first u/s is tomorrow morning at 10:30. I'll be 6 weeks, 1 day.
I wish I could be excited about it, but I'm really just stressed out. We've had so many early miscarriages, and it's so hard to believe that this may actually be IT, you know?? I'm terrified of bad news. I don't think that I can handle that again.
My boobs have been super sore for the past couple of weeks. However, they weren't sore at all today!! Of course my mind automatically jumps to the worse conclusion. On top of that, I took yet another HPT today (I'm so embarrased to admit how many of these I've taken in the past few weeks) and the two lines were exactly the same color. A fews ago when I took one, the pregnancy line was 10x darker than the control line. Again, I'm thinking the worst.
While this is our 5th pregnancy in the past 18 months, it is the first time that we've gotten far enough along to have an early u/s with the hopes of seeing something. With the miscarriages, I always started bleeding just a few days after AF was due and I got the + hpts. I've never lost one this far along, so I'm trying to be optimistic because of that.
I'll update tomorrow about the u/s results. Please think good thoughts if you could. Thanks!
I wish I could be excited about it, but I'm really just stressed out. We've had so many early miscarriages, and it's so hard to believe that this may actually be IT, you know?? I'm terrified of bad news. I don't think that I can handle that again.
My boobs have been super sore for the past couple of weeks. However, they weren't sore at all today!! Of course my mind automatically jumps to the worse conclusion. On top of that, I took yet another HPT today (I'm so embarrased to admit how many of these I've taken in the past few weeks) and the two lines were exactly the same color. A fews ago when I took one, the pregnancy line was 10x darker than the control line. Again, I'm thinking the worst.
While this is our 5th pregnancy in the past 18 months, it is the first time that we've gotten far enough along to have an early u/s with the hopes of seeing something. With the miscarriages, I always started bleeding just a few days after AF was due and I got the + hpts. I've never lost one this far along, so I'm trying to be optimistic because of that.
I'll update tomorrow about the u/s results. Please think good thoughts if you could. Thanks!
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: . Anyways, Erica, I just wanted to say that my doctor said that the earliest a heartbeat can be detected is 6 weeks 5 days. Sooooo, even though the sac was measuring a bit behind, there's still a really GOOD chance that everything will be fine. I'm praying for you. No person should have to experience this even one time, let alone more. Sending tons and tons and tons of positive vibes your way.
