So I have a really really really crazy severe anaphylactic allergy to latex and rubber. Like I don't have to be in the room with it, I just have to be in a building that shares air ducts with another office that uses it and I'll go into shock. So I got pregnant, got on state insurance, and got my doctor to prescribe a homebirth. actually I didn't have to even ask him, he told me that unless there was a problem with the baby, giving birth in the hospital was just way too dangerous, so I need to have a homebirth. Hey, cool with me, no problem there. Well tenncare denied it. I appealed. They denied it again. I just got the letter. I am so upset. The first time they denied it they just said that the midwife was an out of care provider, and that I could get ob care in network. this time they wrote back "A home delivery for someone with a latex allergy is not a safe and effective plan of care. The best care for you would be to be in a hospital or a birthing center to have your baby. This means that you will have proper safety measures for your latex allergies." Okay, this pisses me off. Apparently giving birth in a home that is totally rubber free and safe for me to be in, with a certified nurse midwife is not safe. But putting my life at risk to get ob care is totally safe. I mean they can treat my allergy with epinephrin in the hospital right? I mean who doesn't want to get intubated during delivery, take a drug that puts your heart at risk, be vomiting violently, having constant explosive diarrhea, heart arrythmia, and difficulty breathing. Sounds like a joyful and safe hospital delivery to me. But you know, anaphylaxis can be treated in a hospital so it's all okay, at home it would just be prevented. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! I am so so so f%$#ing mad right now. I WILL NOT PUT MY LIFE AND MY BABY'S LIFE AT RISK, just because you guys are stupid dumb sh*&s that don't get it. So, i can't afford the midwife, but will give birth with her at home anyway. It sucks that if you're poor you don't have the choice to do something that is better for your health. So I'm appealing it again, cause quite frankly I like having money to buy groceries. So will someone help me formulate another appeal? I think I'm going to do this one in writing.
They want me to go to the hospital wearing a charcoal filter mask to the delivery area to see if I have a reaction. Now there are two flaws to this logic, 1. I will not go somewhere and see if I die just so I might be able to go there and die at a later date. that is the dumbest test in the world. might as well test a kid with a peanut allergy by feeding them peanuts. So that is just too much of a risk. 2. I have already had two reactions at the hospital when I went to get an ultrasound. and also twice when I went to the OB at the begining of the pregnancy. So I think that should suffice as evidence of a reaction at the hospital or the ob.
also, they got my records of my daughters birth from the OB. She was born in a hospital, and I was not yet anaphylactic to latex. That just happened in January of this year. So that is not a fair thing for them to say. basically they said "well you had her in a hospital two and a half years ago and there was no record of a problem, so we don't see why there would be now."
Is it evil of me to hope they all become horrendously allergic to something as universal as rubber, and have to become shut ins, and not be able to get any health care cause they're poor and can't find any doctor that's totally latex free? cause i do hope they have to. A little anaphylaxis might do them a little good, make them more empathetic.
Oh yeh, and this would be WAY WAAY WAAAAAAAAY cheaper to have a homebirth than deal with shock and birth in the hospital. So what the hell is their beef?
okay I think I'm done now. I feel a little better. I'm still pissed though. thanks for listening.
They want me to go to the hospital wearing a charcoal filter mask to the delivery area to see if I have a reaction. Now there are two flaws to this logic, 1. I will not go somewhere and see if I die just so I might be able to go there and die at a later date. that is the dumbest test in the world. might as well test a kid with a peanut allergy by feeding them peanuts. So that is just too much of a risk. 2. I have already had two reactions at the hospital when I went to get an ultrasound. and also twice when I went to the OB at the begining of the pregnancy. So I think that should suffice as evidence of a reaction at the hospital or the ob.
also, they got my records of my daughters birth from the OB. She was born in a hospital, and I was not yet anaphylactic to latex. That just happened in January of this year. So that is not a fair thing for them to say. basically they said "well you had her in a hospital two and a half years ago and there was no record of a problem, so we don't see why there would be now."
Is it evil of me to hope they all become horrendously allergic to something as universal as rubber, and have to become shut ins, and not be able to get any health care cause they're poor and can't find any doctor that's totally latex free? cause i do hope they have to. A little anaphylaxis might do them a little good, make them more empathetic.
Oh yeh, and this would be WAY WAAY WAAAAAAAAY cheaper to have a homebirth than deal with shock and birth in the hospital. So what the hell is their beef?
okay I think I'm done now. I feel a little better. I'm still pissed though. thanks for listening.








