-tears up-
I just saw this on the New Posts list...
I'm thought about...

I didnt think I was known....
We dropped DD off at my coworkers today and because of past traumatic issues with being seperated from my DD by the time I got to the car I was having a breakdown. I managed to keep my cool while she was present and then one of my coworkers led her downstairs to visit the puppies they have. While the other coworker and DH helped me out to the car reassuring me that she'll be ok. (Yes I've been diagnosed PTSD from the previous experience, I didnt really believe it until I had that breakdown today).
We got to the hotel at about 3pm and checked in. I'm just happy that the ins will pay for $50 of this room per night (It's $90 a night!!!) Then I called my grandma and dad to let them know we got here ok. (Gma, dad and his wife are the only ones who know I'm pregnant within the family- again due to previous issues with DD) They coaxed us into driving over to see them (20 minutes away) and they had a huge meal prepared. Granted, I had to go through all this unsupportive crap (because they arent supportive at all-ever it seems) but in the end, Dad at least said good luck and he hopes I dont have a bad experience.
We just got back to the hotel and I was about to lay down but I wanted to check my PMs and email before heading to sleep and I saw this post and it just made me feel soooo loved!!
Thank you guys so much. After the unsupportiveness I heard tonight this really made my day.
Thank you all.
~ Ambrose, DH, DD, and baby Las