This is probably going to sound pretty shocking...but before I went to bed last night, while everyone else was sleeping, I was thinking of the circumcision issue again. Thinking of how ultimately unenjoyable and unsatisfying sexual relationships have always been and probably always will be for me. I feel like I've been willingly violated my whole life....and as I lay there thinking of all these things, I had the urge to make a statement with my body -- to just cut it all off...all my foreskin equivalent, the clitoral hood and inner labia...just cut it all off and then wear my mutilation like a badge...talk about it casually to people, about how I've improved myself and I'm so much easier to clean now...after all, those li'l bits of skin always just got in the way anyway, right? I could barely imagine the looks of shock and horror and disgust I'd receive...hell, maybe I'd even tell them all I am looking forward to having a daughter one day so I'll have some one to match genitals with -- won't she be so proud to look just like mommy?
Ha, I'd probably get reported as a suspected child sexual abuser if I actually made that last statement....oh the frustration -- it is ok to mutilate our sweet baby boys, but the thought of doing a similar thing to a girl baby is a horrendous shock and sexual violence??
I really would stand up and publicly mutilate myself if I knew it would end RIC! How many lives are being destroyed minute by minute as I go about my daily life? It makes me feel so sick and cold.
Ha, I'd probably get reported as a suspected child sexual abuser if I actually made that last statement....oh the frustration -- it is ok to mutilate our sweet baby boys, but the thought of doing a similar thing to a girl baby is a horrendous shock and sexual violence??
I really would stand up and publicly mutilate myself if I knew it would end RIC! How many lives are being destroyed minute by minute as I go about my daily life? It makes me feel so sick and cold.
