Ok, so where the hell is everybody?
Sarita- you are 39 weeks now, I am *so* excited for you!
OK, so my mom came back from Mexico and asked me how it went with Dominick (my nephew). I told him it was fine, a little hectic, but it's always chaotic here so one more kid kind of blended in. So she asks me if I want to take him. Like, for good! Ummm...
DH told her it would be too much seeing as I'm pregnant and everyone is already sharing a bedroom. I feel bad for my mom- she's 52 and her youngest will be 18 in December so she and my dad were all set to retire and live in Mexico full-time, and now they have a 1 yr old. I told my mom to just wait and see what happens in court in April when Dominick is supposed to go home with his parents, as long as they follow through on everything they need to be doing. (They have to have 10 consecutive clean drug tests...) My sister is due in April and CPS said they won't be taking custody of that baby as long as she stays drug-free, and she can get Dominick back at that time. So we shall see. I barely convinced DH to let me have another baby because we'd have *5* kids total, and now we're trying to wrap our heads around the concept of *6*.
I will *NOT* be taking my sister's new baby if CPS removes him/her because I barely made it through raising Z and J, and I just don't think I could do it again. The sleep deprivation with two babies, the crying, all those diapers... I just don't think I could live through it and remain sane! I'm kind of looking forward to having only one baby to take care of this time around.
I hope my dumb ass sister gets her sh*t together for the sake of her children...
So, I'm feeling my baby dance around now!
The best mood elevator EVER!!!