Well I admit that I have been avoiding the board. Noone is concerned about the subchorionic bleed- it is the heartbeat that has everyone concerned. My dr says she thinks that we got the u/s too early and that the heart was just getting going. She told me that she had two other women with the same heartbeat at the same time in the last 6 months and they were fine. I am still hoping.
I am still scared that something is going to happen. My DH is in the Middle East and can't be here. I have a 2.5 year old who is not getting the attention he is used to. Also all of my supports have their own lives and can't always be there when I am

: I am really nervous and I thought I could do it alone but now I don't know. I am just really scared that I am going to lose the baby. I still have pregnancy symptoms which I think is good. I am still bleeding but it is getting lighter brown in colour. I have pains every so often usually from gas or when I am thinking about it. Keep the sticky vibes coming- I am going for another u/s this week.
Sorry for the length- I just needed to get this off my chest since people in IRL don't want to hear it from me anymore. Thanks.
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