
Me! I have had so many things happen over the last 3 weeks, that for my next baby I will NOT tell ANYONE when anything happens until I know "for sure" that I'm in labour.
4 weeks ago: period-like cramps that were lasting 2-3 hours/day
3 weeks ago: passed a little bit of dark blood & had cramping
2 weeks ago: experienced first bit of real contractions lating 1-2 hours
1 week ago: lost rest of mucous plug with a little bit of blood
Sun-Wed: contractions every morning from 5:30-7:30 am
yesterday: contractions from 5:30-2:00 pm
this morning: nothing so far
Admittedly, I'm a little frustrated and very impatient. There has been so many times I've thought "hey, this might be it!" and then things taper off by the afternoon and it's a bit of a let down. I always assumed I wouldn't get frustrated or be impatient b/c I really truly do believe that the baby will come when the baby is ready. I also think that by me divulging what has happened (pregnancy-wise over the last 3 weeks) to family & my three best friends that now I'm getting stressed b/c I keep getting the "have you had the baby yet?" questions constantly. I almost feel like guilty

like I should try to make this baby come b/c everyone is waiting on me!
OK, I think I just needed to get that off my chest. I don't want to feel stressed or under pressure to have the baby, but I am. I had a major let down on Tuesday night - sat in the shower and just cried.

DH finally heard me and came in to just let me know how much he loves me and that everything will be fine.
OK, enough of a pity party. I know that when the time is right, the time is right. Today, I'm heading to Starbucks for a chai latte in honour of my official due date that will inevitably be wrong (lol) and then off to see the movie 'Queen' with my mom. She thinks that it is is better if my water breaks while sitting in a cushy theatre seat rather than in her car!

Hang in there still-pg mamas!!!