Soooo.sorry.to.have.worried.you.ladies....Miss.Lil li.and.I.are.fine...
The.previa.cleared.up.enough.for.us.to.go.ahead.wi th.the.homebirth...HOwever.there.were.other.issues .that.came
up.that.left.me.unable.to.talk.about.the.birth.unt il.i.processed.it...
Shoulder.distochia,broken.tail.bone,very.bruised.a nd.odd.looking.baby.difficult.postpartum.transitio n.for.baby(due.to.weakness
from.having.her.whole.head.bruised.and.temporarily .partially.parallelized.from.the.birth),PDD.gal.bl adder.surgery.etc...
But.in.the.end.we.now.have.a.beautifully.sweet.and .healthy.9.mos.old.baby.girl,mommy.is.now.healthy, (mentally.and.physically)
and.our.family.is.starting.to.get.back.on.track... My.biz.did.crash.n.burned.during.all.this.though.. .Which.in.hind.site.was.the.best
thing.possible.as....I.just.was.not.in.the.right.p lace.to.do.it.right.and.to.far.gone.to.realize.it. ..We.were.effected.by.the.big.Ice.Storm
here.in.Oklahoma.this.Dec...Downed.trees.riped.ALL .my.utility.wires.off.the.house.which.left.us.unab le.to.live.in.our.home
for.11.days.and.totally.without.cable/phone.or.internet.for.21.days...The.day.we.got.tha t.all.restored.1/3..
we.got.the.news.my.Dad.died.the.next.morning....Wh ich.is.why.I've.returned.to.MDC...Feeling.the.need .to.reach.
out.to.other.like.minded.parents.instead.of.allowi ng.myself.to.sulk.and.all....
Did.I.mention.that.I.talk.too.much.and.my.kids.sto le.and.lost.my.space.bar?

The.previa.cleared.up.enough.for.us.to.go.ahead.wi th.the.homebirth...HOwever.there.were.other.issues .that.came
up.that.left.me.unable.to.talk.about.the.birth.unt il.i.processed.it...
Shoulder.distochia,broken.tail.bone,very.bruised.a nd.odd.looking.baby.difficult.postpartum.transitio n.for.baby(due.to.weakness
from.having.her.whole.head.bruised.and.temporarily .partially.parallelized.from.the.birth),PDD.gal.bl adder.surgery.etc...
But.in.the.end.we.now.have.a.beautifully.sweet.and .healthy.9.mos.old.baby.girl,mommy.is.now.healthy, (mentally.and.physically)
and.our.family.is.starting.to.get.back.on.track... My.biz.did.crash.n.burned.during.all.this.though.. .Which.in.hind.site.was.the.best
thing.possible.as....I.just.was.not.in.the.right.p lace.to.do.it.right.and.to.far.gone.to.realize.it. ..We.were.effected.by.the.big.Ice.Storm
here.in.Oklahoma.this.Dec...Downed.trees.riped.ALL .my.utility.wires.off.the.house.which.left.us.unab le.to.live.in.our.home
for.11.days.and.totally.without.cable/phone.or.internet.for.21.days...The.day.we.got.tha t.all.restored.1/3..
we.got.the.news.my.Dad.died.the.next.morning....Wh ich.is.why.I've.returned.to.MDC...Feeling.the.need .to.reach.
out.to.other.like.minded.parents.instead.of.allowi ng.myself.to.sulk.and.all....
Did.I.mention.that.I.talk.too.much.and.my.kids.sto le.and.lost.my.space.bar?

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