Aww, dang it, y'all. Don't get worried. I think I am doing okay. I don't want you all to worry about me.
I think I haven't posted because things are kind of complicated. I've been just trying to work it out some and looking for some answers. I guess I kept thinking I would post when I had more information.
I am going to an OB on Monday.
I hope I will have more info then. It's just...emotionally exhausting to tell this unexpected story...that doesn't have an ending yet.
Thank you all so much for all the kind, heartbroken words. I look at this thread and hardly believe that all this sympathy is for me. It is overwhelming and beautiful.