Zeben was admitted to the Children's hospital last night. He has been breathing too quickly (80-100 breaths per minute), but we don't know why (no infection). I'm so worried, and it's so hard to be back in a hospital after having been home in our nest for a few days. They won't give us a regular hospital bed, so Zeb and I are sleeping on this little fold-out chair (there's a horrible crib cage for the baby that I would never put him in). But, mostly we're not sleeping at all (at least I'm not) because it's so hard to sleep in hospitals, and we don't have a private room.
I am really missing my big boys and feel so badly about being away from them again. They were so sad to see us take their baby away.
Anyway, please send "breathe slowly" vibes to Zeb. . . I don't know how much more of this my fragile postpartum emotions can take!
I hope the rest of your babymoons are going better than ours.