(WARNING: some of what I talk about will contain graphic disturbing news stories involving child abuse, etc. that are affecting me a whole lot, if talk of abuse or other terrible crimes triggers anything for you please do not read.)
I feel sick and like I'm falling apart on the inside. I cannot fathom at all how a human being could harm a innocent baby or child. There is a local story on the news this afternoon about an 11 month old baby girl who was raped after being left by her mother with her boyfriend, who in turn left the baby with a female neighbor, and as if that weren't crazy enough that female neighbor then left that poor baby with her boyfriend, who is supposedly the criminal.
My own baby girl just turned a year old yesterday. As you can imagine hearing this on the news deeply upset me as I thought of my own baby. My heart breaks for that little one.
Shortly after hearing about this my husband who saw me upset over it asked innocently how I felt about another sweet baby who had been (my god it's so hard to even type it), microwaved (*sob*). I didn't know about said baby until he told me very gently and cussed at himself for even bringing it up because he assumed I already knew about it. I actually got physically ill when I read the news report online about that little one, which just went on to mention another baby who in 1999 had died the same way, which lead me to look up that little ones story.. It's never ending. The abuse, rape, etc. is everywhere, story after story, I never had any idea. I hurt so much for them. I want to hold them all and protect them and love them. I cannot read any more, it's making me fall apart. All those sweet baby's thrown away like trash when so many of us here have lost our perfect baby's who were so loved and wanted. NOT FAIR!!
Also just makes me want to grab my baby's and curl up with them in bed and never let them go.
I just had to talk to someone about it and figured you guys would understand... I'm lighting a candle for all of those precious babe's tonight.
Blessings,
I feel sick and like I'm falling apart on the inside. I cannot fathom at all how a human being could harm a innocent baby or child. There is a local story on the news this afternoon about an 11 month old baby girl who was raped after being left by her mother with her boyfriend, who in turn left the baby with a female neighbor, and as if that weren't crazy enough that female neighbor then left that poor baby with her boyfriend, who is supposedly the criminal.
My own baby girl just turned a year old yesterday. As you can imagine hearing this on the news deeply upset me as I thought of my own baby. My heart breaks for that little one.
Shortly after hearing about this my husband who saw me upset over it asked innocently how I felt about another sweet baby who had been (my god it's so hard to even type it), microwaved (*sob*). I didn't know about said baby until he told me very gently and cussed at himself for even bringing it up because he assumed I already knew about it. I actually got physically ill when I read the news report online about that little one, which just went on to mention another baby who in 1999 had died the same way, which lead me to look up that little ones story.. It's never ending. The abuse, rape, etc. is everywhere, story after story, I never had any idea. I hurt so much for them. I want to hold them all and protect them and love them. I cannot read any more, it's making me fall apart. All those sweet baby's thrown away like trash when so many of us here have lost our perfect baby's who were so loved and wanted. NOT FAIR!!
Also just makes me want to grab my baby's and curl up with them in bed and never let them go.
I just had to talk to someone about it and figured you guys would understand... I'm lighting a candle for all of those precious babe's tonight.
Blessings,
mama. I head those stories too & felt the same. :Puke: I'm not reading over in the news section anymore.
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