StacyMom I said it on the new thread, but congratulations on the BFP lady!!! Only one for Dec and I'm glad it was/is you!!! Hugs to you and sticky baby dust all around!!!
I need to whine again, I had to take DD to the damn ER again, she has hives from head to toe that itch her so badly and I've tried benedryl, hydracortizone, cold compress, washing her off etc. Um, nothing is working and we're going on day 4 of it. So I took her in. Well in the waiting area there were 2 teny babies that were just so upset and I just wanted to pick them up and consol them. Their parents were holding them and trying to make them feel better, but I just thought that I knew how to fix it and they should just give them to me. I'm insane I know....then the kicker was a lady walking around that was in labor....she kept stopping to breath thru them and then walk somemore. I just wanted to break down right there. I don't normally get jealous of pregnant woman, but I felt almost cheated. Here I go again....Why is it freggin' fair that I had to labor for 19 HARD hours only to give birth to my beautiful daughter only to return her to Heaven? I know that woman is going on right now to deliver a healthy baby and mine is dead at birth, she was dead. I'm really sad now, and DH is working tonight (fireman) and I had to do this all alone. I'm honestly upset that she (and I don't even know her) is having a baby that she gets to keep and I had to bury mine a week after I delivered her. *sigh*
Rant Over....
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