sorry casina! i hope you get some insight or at least inner calm until things clear up.
yeah, those ads suck ballz. luckily i can just pretend they are not there. but everyonce and a while i really notice it, and i'm like WTF. /sigh @ mothering.
so my god- K slept for a couple hours then was so upset and wouldnm't let me out of her sight/feel. every time she fell back to sleep she'd wake up after i snuck out of the room. wtf. she kept saying over and over that i needed to stay by her side. one time when i went ouf the room to GO PEE OMG she had a total sobbing fit. i think this actually helped get some stuff out as she slept prett well after that, albeit i was laying next to her.
i can't get a grasp on wtf is going on w/ her. i've had NO dairy or soy that i know of. but she did have a bagel yesterday. i didn't think wheat was a culprit for us but who knows. its all a very large puzzle for me and it seems i continue to lack the pieces to make the picture whole. :/
she keeps saying she is weaning at 4, but HELLOOOOO that is in like 3 weeks. i'm thinking, HOW? lol and ftr, it is not me saying she needs to wean at 4, or even that i want her to. it is soemthing she came up w/ awhile ago. and a few days ago she told me again that when she turns four i won't need to sleep w/ her or give her munyas. poor thing must be going thru it on some level. :/
i have gotten the official go ahead from dh that when she DOES wean, i'm going away for the weekend. goddess, i can't wait. but i am not keeping my hopes up of that happening any time soon. all i know is that after 4 years i could use one or two nights of sleep.
my brother is moving out soon. he finally got custody of his boys (14 and 15 yo) and is too broke to get his own place atm (long story) so he's moving in with my parents (along with his sons). k is totally bummed, but wes is estactic since we'll be able to have sex in the kitchen at will now.
i will miss him, esp since k really loves him and loves to hang out with him and it was like havinga live in distractor. but, he's alos bi polar, who is past drug addict and a current self medicator. lol I love him, and we have a very close connection, but he really drains my energy at times.
anyway, more life changes.
meg- i hope you feel better soon.
do you guys still have pink eye? i could send that homeopathic bottle i got while in FL if youwant.
ok, i've blubbered enuf
hugs to all!!!