Implantation trench??? (Gloom alert)
: Ugh. Second day at 98.0, and it's not looking so good. I was so sure it would be up again today, and now I feel like a big deflated balloon. I know nothing is for sure, but it doesn't feel very hopeful. I woke at 4.30 and temped and then went back to sleep and had weird temping dreams where teh thermometer was all surreal and stretched out like melting plastic and I couldn't find the end to put under my tongue and then the result numbers kept changing before I could read them. Anyone else ever have a temping
dream? That was my second.
The thing that sucks the most for me about IF is the combination of feeling completely helpless and completely responsible. There is so much information and medical technology and it feels like if I just absorb and act on enough of it, I have to get pregnant, and then, when I don't, I feel like there's something wrong with me.
Valerie, loved your comment about missing BD every day. Ha! That's awesome. I remember those days, quite fondly, but boy, at 40, after 9 years, we're still deeply in love, but it sure can feel like a piece of work to BD on demand after over a year of trying. We've got some male factor issues, so at least when we are on the job, it can't be more often than every 36 hours!
Thanks Mammamia and flapjack, for the info on EDD. I'd heard some about that, and have wondered about pushing the dates a little, especially given my age, and the fact that I'll be considered high risk because of it, no matter how healthy I am. Should I ever manage to get pregnant that is
Sorry for the rainy rant. I think I'll go stalk charts and see if I can find anyone who got pregnant with this kind of dip