Thanks Pica. I feel better knowing I'm not the only one with panic moments.
This will be #3 for me so I really do think I've lost my mind at times.
I was really panicing the whole day leading up to my appt. However, once I had the IUD taken out I felt calmer. I can't explain it. I guess because now I don't have the pressure of *actively* making the decision anymore. That part is over and now what will happen will happen.
Although I am hoping that I don't O until towards the end of Oct so that my due date is not too close to the beginning of July....if I were to catch that first post IUD egg. I have to drive 10 hours to my sister's wedding (in May) and that does not sound like fun if I'm 8 months pg. I'm Matron of Honor so I kind of have to go.
But whatever happens will happen and I just want a healthy pg, sucessful HBAC, and healthy baby.