Well I took my slick self to the hospital last night (well, DH drove) because I was having so many contractions and felt "sure" this was it. Well....it WASN'T! This is my 4th kid and I have never been sent home before, so I feel like a failure!

Not only that - they checked me and said I am 2 cm! At my visit Friday they told me I was 3 cm! I know it isn't an exact science, but come on!!! Reverse progress??
So today I am exhausted and MAD! I went for a walk and just swallowed some EPO down with my RRL and I inserted 2 and am laying down!!! So there, you L&D nurses who said I went backwards instead of forwards!
To top it off, my toddler has come down with a cold and is waking at night again...I slept an hour before the hospital, an hour after, then 2 hours after he woke me up.

This is the second night of 4 hours of sleep...
I think I am going to need a mental health professional soon if this baby isn't born...

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On the bright side, my MIL cleaned and mopped my kitchen while I was at the hospital, so it wasn't a total waste...trying to convince DH that I shouldn't use the kitchen so as to keep it clean, that is my next mission!
