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| I have lost my Aunt, Father, my Husband and now my Best Friend in the last five years. I feel blessed to have known these people, but there is no one to take their place. I feel like somehow I did something to kill those closest to me. I feel like a pariah. I am afraid to make any more close relationships as I do not want to be going to any more funerals. Scary. Who is next? |
..... but, better to have loved and lost, then never to have loved at all. Don't be frightened to have anymore close relationships. You'll always have the happy memories of the people you loved so much.Be kind to yourself, you've grieved before and are now grieving again. I'm so sorry you're having this emotional pain. Each loss weighs on us, I know and I understand.
