ApplePieBaby,
I hope it's getting better.... and I hope that you can relax this evening, just take it easy, you know?
Any friends you can invite over for a girls night in? I know that when my brother is deployed with the Marines, the wives have a great support system, but it helps that they are on base (or near base)..... I hope that there is someone (or someones) nearby that can be support for you.
*hugs*
Mindi