So sorry to hear about your loss. I too lost a parent at 25, my father passed unexpectedly of a massive heart attack. He literally walked into the ER with my mom (she drove him) and then two hours later he was dead. I was very close to my dad, just as close to him...perhaps closer even than to my mom. It was a tough loss because Dad and I were so much alike and we had such a deep special bond. Give yourself the time you need to process everything, for a while it's going to feel like you're living in a dreamworld...it's the shock. Take care of yourself, remember to eat, and try to make it through the day to day things. Sending HUGS.