So this is my seventh time and I still look at myself and can't believe I can get any larger! All I see is belly and fat and a swollen face. It's depressing. I don't want to go anywhere or see anyone. I don't even know why I care. THEN today I was going through old pics and I saw a picture of me minutes after baby number six was born. I looked like total hell! I mean, like I had gotten hit by a bus! Granted, it was a really hard labor. Baby was face up and got caught on my pelvic bone. I was completely dialated five hours before he was finally born but still.....I remember the tiredness and the pain all too well. I thought we were supposed to forget that before the next baby was born Anyway - just wanted to get that out. Thanks for letting me.
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12/30/06 at 2:23am