Thank you all
Thanks for keeping me in all of your thoughts. Things have been hard, but are getting better. I've started taking care of myself again. started going to the gym, getting out of the house, and joined Taekwondo.
I have a lot more good days than bad now, and I am feeling normal again. It's hard for me to see babies and when people say that they have 3 kids. I should have 3 too.
One of the hardest things for me has been the way people act toward me now. A friend of mine from college had a baby two days ago and I didn't even find out that she was pg. (not from her) untill two days before that. how f'd up is that?
anyway, this whole ordeal has made me realise who my true friends are. and it helps to know that all of you have been thinking about me also.