i am at the coffee pub across the road - i needed to get out of the hospital. they've got free wireless here.
arggh!!! yesterday, Asher had an episode while he was nursing
we're pretty sure it was related to the giant booger we found in his nose afterwards, so they probably won't count it as a true brady...but then he had THREE in a row this morning when i was nursing him
...he has also been spitting up like CRAZY, so they're doing a blood culture to rule out an infection. his temp is fine, though. they wonder if it is still my over-abundant supply of milk, but because they were pretty bad episodes in a row, i'm guessing they will count them as true bradys and hold us up another four days (it's been that long since his last episode). he gained 5 grams yesterday - so not very much, but at least he's not losing.
i am getting so frustrated. i really don't know how much longer i can do this. i just want my baby to be home. i just want my family to be together.