I woke up this morning to a HUGE baby movement. Baby had been head down but not engaged, her head slightly towards my left hip. I feared that the baby had flipped breech. As soon as I had had this massive movement I felt awful. I honestly wasn't sure if I was in early labor or coming down with the flu or what. I hurt and felt nauseous.
So we went to my scheduled ultrasound appointment (I was going to cancel it but didn't). The trip is an hour long and it was worse than when I was in labor with Cate. Thankfully they wern't too backed up at the ultrasound place and I got in quickly. I was having shakes and then sweating---pretty much writhing on the table in this hot little room. The tech did his thing and my mama-instinct was absolutely right. My baby girl is now a complete breech. WAH!!!!!! I'm 38 weeks tomorrow, this is SO not good. I'm feeling a bit better tonight, physically, but emotionally I'm a wreck. I feel as if I've had a stomach flu for 3 days.
My midwife left for Mexico today (no backup). She isn't back until the 4th. I can't say for sure but I'm 99% sure she won't attempt a breech birth at home and I honestly don't know if I'd even want her to try. She doesn't have hospital privileges so I might have to see the horrible, condesending OB, Dr. Evil that I never wanted to see again. My only hope is that this makes me 'high risk' enough to get an appointment with Dr. B, another MUCH more open (and nice) OB. I'm not sure that ANY Dr's here will try to manually flip the baby---I've never heard of any of them assisting a vaginal breech either. I'm trying all the positions I can to coax baby to flip. I'm calling the accupunturist tomorrow. I'm still having a ton of movement so hopefully she'll tumble back into place.
I guess that good news is that everything else looked fine, baby girl is practicing her breathing and all the other positive things they look for in a biophysical profile.
Ironically my birthpool was in the mail today. I started crying when I noticed another parcel, from an online friend with tiny little scratch mittens and a bassinett sheet. You have no idea how much better that made me feel. Then I got to our house to find a bag on my back door from a crunchy mama I go to playgroup with. In it was 'The Thinking Woman's Guide to Birth' (That has a WONDERFUL chapter on breeches) and a whole bunch of pregnancy tea and goodies. I called her to thank her and ended up talking for almost an hour. The compassion of other women was exactly what I needed. How lucky am I?
I'm sorry to be such a whiner. I'm just so frustrated and living remotely really is limiting my options.
So we went to my scheduled ultrasound appointment (I was going to cancel it but didn't). The trip is an hour long and it was worse than when I was in labor with Cate. Thankfully they wern't too backed up at the ultrasound place and I got in quickly. I was having shakes and then sweating---pretty much writhing on the table in this hot little room. The tech did his thing and my mama-instinct was absolutely right. My baby girl is now a complete breech. WAH!!!!!! I'm 38 weeks tomorrow, this is SO not good. I'm feeling a bit better tonight, physically, but emotionally I'm a wreck. I feel as if I've had a stomach flu for 3 days.
My midwife left for Mexico today (no backup). She isn't back until the 4th. I can't say for sure but I'm 99% sure she won't attempt a breech birth at home and I honestly don't know if I'd even want her to try. She doesn't have hospital privileges so I might have to see the horrible, condesending OB, Dr. Evil that I never wanted to see again. My only hope is that this makes me 'high risk' enough to get an appointment with Dr. B, another MUCH more open (and nice) OB. I'm not sure that ANY Dr's here will try to manually flip the baby---I've never heard of any of them assisting a vaginal breech either. I'm trying all the positions I can to coax baby to flip. I'm calling the accupunturist tomorrow. I'm still having a ton of movement so hopefully she'll tumble back into place.
I guess that good news is that everything else looked fine, baby girl is practicing her breathing and all the other positive things they look for in a biophysical profile.
Ironically my birthpool was in the mail today. I started crying when I noticed another parcel, from an online friend with tiny little scratch mittens and a bassinett sheet. You have no idea how much better that made me feel. Then I got to our house to find a bag on my back door from a crunchy mama I go to playgroup with. In it was 'The Thinking Woman's Guide to Birth' (That has a WONDERFUL chapter on breeches) and a whole bunch of pregnancy tea and goodies. I called her to thank her and ended up talking for almost an hour. The compassion of other women was exactly what I needed. How lucky am I?
I'm sorry to be such a whiner. I'm just so frustrated and living remotely really is limiting my options.







It is totally understandable to be upset! As you know if baby can flip breech, baby can flip back to vertex! I am glad you got some sisterly love today!





