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Originally Posted by Gemberly 
It doesn't help that I am expecting in May. The first baby I will have without her.
Days that would have been perfect, like the other kids birthdays or just a beautiful day are always not perfect because of that one thing... the one thing that will never go away. I wish time would just stop and the whole world would stop for just an hour. I still can't believe that I am a parent of a kid that died. I just loved her so much, and she is gone anyhow.
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That's just so poignantly heartbreaking.

I hope you can find someone in your life to share this with--you shouldn't be expected to just move past it, but I think people who haven't been through it don't know what to do or say.