I feel all odd posting here. I'm Chinook on my fathers side, not completely sure of how much, but from what I've been told my grandfather was full native so Id be...1/4. I dont know my dad though, never have, and only know a little from my paternal grandma who I've seen maybe 6 times in my life and actually my maternal grandma, who was the one who originally told me that I had some indian in me. No one can really tell me much though.
I kind of disassociated that part of me when I was in middle school. I had a girl from the Puyallup tribe in my class and when I mentioned I had some native american, she went off on me. I pretty much stopped even thinking about it then. I dont look native at ALL-brown hair, blue eyes, pretty pale. She just assumed I was one of those people who claimed to be indian for the hell of it or something. There was a lot of hatred there-so I just decided to leave it alone. Prior to that though, I had gone to several pow wows and other tribal events that welcomed outsiders and thought it was beautiful.
My son is a lovely combo of me (mostly irish/english/some chinook) and his bio father (mexican and blackfoot). Its funny because he doesnt look it either-he tans more than me, but he has dark blond hair and sort of hazel eyes. Its funny how genetics work!
I dont think I'll ever really identify with my own heritage, but I do have an enormous amount of respect for all native peoples and enjoy looking at their infant/child rearing practices and trying to use that to make me a better parent. Native Americans-the original APers!

Its also so sad to read about all this ignorance and hatred that still exists. I never realised how bad it still is-even though I grew up with very white people (haha), they still always stressed to me the importance of acceptance. Just hearing/reading about how natives were treated (and still are) just blows my mind. How can people think its right???? Even as a young child, I knew that was wrong.
PS that Youtube video makes me wonder why I married an Irishman!!!!

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