My DD didn't nap today and she is desperately tired but can't sleep and has been whining all day. My midwife told me my iron was low at my appt today and made such a stink about it when in reality my numbers are not that bad. All I can think about is that it was exactly at this point in my last pregnancy that my water broke and I knew the baby was actually going to be born. This time I've been having "pretend" contractions and it's disappointing. I am so grouchy that I have been trying to avoid people in general. Every time the phone rings I want to scream. A friend just called to tell me that they had their u/s and she's getting her girl (after two boys)...she was so happy and for some reason it made me feel even crappier. I'm sick of waddling and sick of my pants falling down. I am so ready for this baby to be born. My skin on my belly is so tight that I think it's going to pop. And I want to cry. 
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Thanks for reading my pity party.
:Thanks for reading my pity party.
It is hard trying not to expect this baby to be early since my first was so early.
I thought I'd be preggo. forever, well it felt that way! Hang in there! Try to get some mama time and treat your self to something special before the birth 
