Okay-I am just going to whine for a little bit. I am going to attempt an hbac and I am almost 42 weeks along. This would be fine if I wasn't experiencing major pelvic pain. The left side of my sacrum hurts so badly when I stand or walk around that I am afraid it might affect the baby passing through the birth canal and lead me to another c-section. I am scheduled for a BPP tomorrow and some craniosacral therapy afterwords that will hopefully help. If I go into labor before then, I guess I'll just have to cope.
And then there's the father of the baby-I don't want him at the birth and I haven't told him yet. I figured I'd just invite him to come over when she's here and hopefully he'll be so overjoyed just to see her that he won't obsess about why he wasn't here for the labor. Anyhow, the guy has some major negative vibes and dark energy coming off him and I don't need that at the birth. We have another child together and just broke up in October. I am going to be a single mom so I don't know why I feel guilty not wanting him at the birth.
Okay-just had to get that off of my chest.
Hope everyone else is doing great!!!
And then there's the father of the baby-I don't want him at the birth and I haven't told him yet. I figured I'd just invite him to come over when she's here and hopefully he'll be so overjoyed just to see her that he won't obsess about why he wasn't here for the labor. Anyhow, the guy has some major negative vibes and dark energy coming off him and I don't need that at the birth. We have another child together and just broke up in October. I am going to be a single mom so I don't know why I feel guilty not wanting him at the birth.
Okay-just had to get that off of my chest.
Hope everyone else is doing great!!!
