I haven't talked to a professional about how I'm feeling yet. My therapist is on vacation. I'll call her next week, I think.
He's over a month old, and I still feel like I'm taking care of someone else's kid. I wear him, nurse him, sleep with him against me, and still don't feel like he's mine. He cries, and I don't feel the pull to respond. I get irritated, like I'm babysitting and his mom is late picking him up. Not sure what else to do to make myself feel more...