My due date is tomorrow and today I feel sooo cranky and have zero patience, especially for my sweet dd, she's been dealing with a cough/cold for almost two weeks and today it's getting worse, she's sneezing and has a really runny nose, and she is cranky and I can't get a nap in now. Ugh.
Also, I'm still GBS+ as my midwife told me today. It almost makes me feel "dirty" in some strange way to have to deal with a bacteria that just doesn't want to go away. Two weeks ago I also had a yeast infection which is now cleared up. AND to add to that, I had a fungus infection under both armpits that with yeast cream and cortizone cream is pretty much cleared up, but as soon as I sweat a bit it looks a little red again.
I'm a really clean person, so all that is just weirding me out.
I tried garlic and silver water for the GBS (the garlic just gave me bad gas and it's hard to have gas when being, now we're gonna do the hexadine solution for when my water breaks. But it's such a worry too, I don't want to endanger my baby in any way, but I also want to stay clear of antibiotics.
But then again, maybe antibiotics would be best? I just don't know!!!
And all my friends are leaving town this or next week to go on longer vacations, so there will be nobody to help after the baby is born. My dh is under a lot of stress with work, he runs his own biz, so he can't take "time off" as other papas can. However, he really does his very best to do anything for me all the time, he's supersweet, funny and awesome.
Sorry for the vent...
Also, I'm still GBS+ as my midwife told me today. It almost makes me feel "dirty" in some strange way to have to deal with a bacteria that just doesn't want to go away. Two weeks ago I also had a yeast infection which is now cleared up. AND to add to that, I had a fungus infection under both armpits that with yeast cream and cortizone cream is pretty much cleared up, but as soon as I sweat a bit it looks a little red again.
I'm a really clean person, so all that is just weirding me out.
I tried garlic and silver water for the GBS (the garlic just gave me bad gas and it's hard to have gas when being, now we're gonna do the hexadine solution for when my water breaks. But it's such a worry too, I don't want to endanger my baby in any way, but I also want to stay clear of antibiotics.
But then again, maybe antibiotics would be best? I just don't know!!!
And all my friends are leaving town this or next week to go on longer vacations, so there will be nobody to help after the baby is born. My dh is under a lot of stress with work, he runs his own biz, so he can't take "time off" as other papas can. However, he really does his very best to do anything for me all the time, he's supersweet, funny and awesome.
Sorry for the vent...













